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Girl in Dreams
09 December 2020 @ 10:47 pm


Есть ремесло - не засыпать ночами
И в конуре, прокуренной дотла,
Метаться зверем, пожимать плечами
И горбиться скалою у стола.
Потом сорваться. В ночь. В мороз.
Чтоб ветер
Стянул лицо. Чтоб, прошибая лбом
Упорство улиц, здесь, сейчас же встретить
Единственную, нужную любовь.
А днем смеяться. И, не беспокоясь,
Все отшвырнув, как тягостный мешок,
Легко вскочить на отходящий поезд
И радоваться шумно и смешно.
Прильнуть ногами к звездному оконцу,
И быть несчастным от дурацких снов,
И быть счастливым просто так - от солнца
На снежных елях.
Это - ремесло.
И твердо знать, что жить иначе - ересь.
Любить слова. Годами жить без слов.
Быть Моцартом. Убить в себе Сальери.
И стать собой.
          И это ремесло.
©

I'm a teenager, that happened to live alone. It kinda influenced on me. I'm writing here about my real life, about my virtual life. I has a few addicts, and if you don't want to read about it, maybe we shouldn't even start friending? :) So I usually write about: 

  • Tokio Hotel
  • DBSK/TVXQ!/Tohoshinki
  • Books
  • Movies
  • Real life

Please, comment to be added, otherwise I won't add you back. I write in English mostly, but some of my entries are russian. Maybe because I feel like this.
But please,tell me who you are, if I don't know you.
 

 

 
 
 
Girl in Dreams
07 February 2011 @ 12:21 am
I don't really do icons, but this times I received a bunch of pics, and decided: why not? xD

DBSK {Jaejoong, Yunho} [25]


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Girl in Dreams
13 November 2010 @ 04:24 pm
Since I've got some new people here, I wanted to introduce myself. Because most of the posts here are about my real life, then fandom and all this things, so that you can now more about me and understand. :)
 My name is Milana, I live in Ukraine if someone know where it is, I'm very glad, if not, it's near Russia :-D. I'm not Ukranian, although I've been living here all my life, I'm Vietnamese. And yeah, I'm sixteen years old, but that doesn't mean that I'm all stupid, because many people says that I'm quite mature for my age, sometimes can act a bit childish though.
I'm graduating from school right now, wish to move from my city to the capital of Ukraine. Yeah, and I'm living alone, because I don't have a mother, only father that works abroad. So things happened to be like this.
I don't have much friends in real life, cause I tend to be alone all the time, and it doesn't bother me much. I'm ok with this. I tend to have dramaqueen periods, when I go to the emo-corner and whine about how shitty my life is. :)
I smoke, I have lots of problems, such as stress with exams that I should pass this year, and considering my irresponsibility, I'm very nervous about that, cause there's nobody who can say: "Go and study, and shut down this fuckin' laptop!" xD

Ok, on the bright sight I consider myself as quite intelligent person, and I think that there's a lot of things other than Tokio Hotel I can talk with someone about. I can be pretty funny and I can always listen to someone, :)

I love reading very much, I like watching tv-shows such as "Gossip Girl" and I'm fan of "Queer as Folk". I like history, although right now I'm absolutely failing in it, my dream is to be journalist. :)
Talking about TH, I'm fan since 2006, so kinda "old fan", Fan of Tom, although there were times when I liked Bill more.

I think that's all, If you have questions you can ask them, I love talking to people. :-P
You can always find me on Twitter, so follow me.

Here's the most recent photo of me.

So I hope we can be a good friends and will come along, I wish to know you guys better <3
 
 
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